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  I knew she was thinking about what to say to me, but I didn’t want to give her another second to do it. Before walking away, I gave her one last request. “You need to know that the only woman goin’ home with me tonight is you and you aren’t goin’ to be fightin’ me about it.”

  Chapter 4

  Skylar

  Ford pressed his hard body against me. He ran the back of his hand up my face and kept his mouth close to mine. “Don’t hook up with that guy out there, Sky. He’s bad news.”

  I looked up at him, confused at why he’d been pointing the bad guy finger at someone else, when he was clearly hitting on me himself. “I can make my own decisions.”

  He rubbed me between my legs, causing me to let out a little cry. “I ain’t the guy you think I am.”

  “I saw you kissing that girl out there and now you’re in here with me. If anything spells trouble, it would be you.” He had to be a male whore with this kind of cockiness.

  Ford smiled and backed away from me, turning around and scratching his head. “You think you know me? I didn’t kiss her, she kissed me, because she thinks that after bein’ away for years that I’d jump right back into bed with her. Ashley’s a great girl, but that ship has sailed.”

  I was confused. “What do you mean? You didn’t always live here?”

  Ford seemed to be uncomfortable. He walked away and got quiet, like I’d hit a nerve. When he came back, he scrunched up his face and approached me again. Right away I knew that I’d definitely brought something up that ruined the moment. “Is it wrong for me to want to be with someone that won’t judge me?”

  “Judge you for what?” He was scaring me. Had he been in jail or something?

  Oh my God, maybe he was!

  “Not savin’ my sister. My father saved up every penny to pay for me to go to college. I was about four hours away going to school. As much as I liked being there, I still made it home almost every weekend to hang out with my sister. The night she died, I was too tired from driving to go out.”

  I reached out and put my hand on his chest. “It wasn’t your fault. I mean, I know we don’t know each other, but I know it wasn’t because of you. You have to know that.”

  He looked away. “I shouldn’t have said anything.”

  When he started to walk away, I grabbed his hand. “Ford, why did you want me to think you were such an asshole, when clearly you’re not?” Maybe he still really was.

  He looked down at the floor and then back to me with a crooked smile. “I don’t think you want to know the truth, doll. I never said I wasn’t an asshole. Don’t judge me because you caught me off guard. Nothin’ has changed.”

  I crossed my arms. “Actually, I do want to know. I mean, I’m only here because I was running away from my cheating ex. I just wanted to drown myself in liquor and hot guys to try and forget about what he did to me. Anything you say can’t be as bad as that.”

  He looked right into my eyes, causing me to hold my breath. “You want to know why I want you, Sky? You want to know why I act the way I do?”

  I nodded.

  His lips drug over mine. “I just want to fuck someone that isn’t a part of this town; that isn’t a part of my past. I can’t talk to my friends and I sure as hell can’t talk to any of my cousins. All they do is remind me of times we all shared with my sister. It doesn’t even matter. I knew you were running from somethin’. A girl like you doesn’t drive that far alone for no reason. I watched you lookin’ at yourself. Were you really questionin’ how hot you were?” He kissed me softly. “We both have somethin’ we want to forget about.” He pulled away, but continued to stare at my lips. “That’s what I want.”

  “What are you suggesting?” I was already all in; I just wanted to hear him say it. Nobody had to know that I wanted this stranger, this broken-hearted asshole, to rock my world.

  “Come back to my place with me. We don’t need to talk. In fact, I don’t even want to. Let’s spend the night fuckin’ and in the mornin’ you can go on your way. I’ll fix your car and have you at the beach by dinner time.”

  I didn’t hesitate. “What are we waiting for?”

  He seemed shocked. “That easy?”

  I shrugged. “For years, I’ve loved the same guy. He crushed me and I don’t know what to do to make it go away. If being with you can make it happen, I’m game. No crazy stuff. I haven’t been with that many people.”

  He smiled. “I was with Ashley for four years.”

  “Oh my God. No wonder she wants you back.”

  “She knows I brought you here. That’s why she’s tryin’ so hard.”

  “You said you had a date.” I was confused.

  He kissed me softly. “Hell no! Do you want your eyes gouged out?”

  Realizing what he was implying, I changed my decision. “I don’t fuck on the first date.”

  “Yes you do!” He grabbed my body and pulled it into his with a jerk. “I can already tell it’s goin’ to be a night you ain’t never goin’ to forget.”

  Just looking into this guy’s eyes gave me chills. I didn’t know if it was because being with a stranger was somehow exciting and dangerous, or if it was just the fact that he was the hottest guy I’d ever been close to, touched or considered doing this with. The tingling was constant and I needed to feel his hands on my skin. I didn’t care where he touched me, as long as he was doing it. After staring deep into his eyes, he smiled and pulled away, leading me out of the bathroom.

  While paying his tab, I caught that girl, Ashley, staring at me. She walked up in between us and whispered something in his ear. He gave her a weird look and shook his head. The next thing I knew, he was grabbing me by the hand and pulling me out of the place.

  “She’s pissed. We better get out of here before she makes a scene.”

  I didn’t want to see what her scene would be like, so we headed out without another word to each other or anyone else.

  After agreeing to a night of passion, we were both at a loss for words. For the whole ride we sat next to each other in silence. With him not making the first attempt to talk, I felt it necessary to do the same.

  By the time we made it to the apartment, I was having doubts about going through with something that could haunt me for the rest of my life. Sure, he’d said he’d been in a relationship for years, but that didn’t mean he was faithful. I wasn’t about to let one night leave me with a STD or disease.

  After getting inside his place, I took off my shoes and just stood there. Ford pulled his shirt over his head and walked toward me. I think he could sense the hesitation, so he stopped and didn’t get any closer. He shook his head and grinned. “Guess you changed your mind?”

  I felt bad. “Can you blame me? People don’t usually plan a one-night-stand, not with each other, at least.” I stood in an awkward position, trying to hide my shame.

  He turned around and picked up his shirt, letting it sit on one of his shoulders. “I ain’t goin’ to argue about it. Help yourself to anything in the fridge. I’ll let you know what we find out with your car.”

  I felt abandoned as I watched him walk out of his place. For a moment, I just stood there waiting for him to come back in and take me into his arms like it happens on television. After a few minutes, I knew it wasn’t going to happen.

  I walked over and sat down on the bed, looking around the room. The remote was sitting on the table, but I didn’t want to watch television. Why couldn’t he have just stayed and hung out with me like a normal person would do? Remembering that it was just about the sex, reminded me why he wasn’t sticking around to ask my favorite flavor of ice cream. He didn’t care and neither should I.

  I flopped my body down on the bed and looked at the ceiling. When the door creaked open, I sat back up, completely shocked.

  Ford was there, standing shirtless, staring at me. He walked over to the bed and slowly climbed on top of me.

  I didn’t fight him.

  With his mouth close to mine, he bit his bottom lip.
His hand came up and cupped one of my breasts. “Tell me to stop!”

  He looked into my eyes and I stayed serious. “No!”

  That was all it took.

  His lips were on mine and my hands were all over him. His skin was as smooth as I’d pictured and I couldn’t wait to have my hands down his pants, or better yet, I wanted him naked. I needed to have my hands on his hard cock. I say hard, because I could feel it poking into my leg. He grumbled something I couldn’t understand as he licked the fabric over one of my nipples. “I’ve wanted to suck on your tits since I saw you in the bathroom. You’re so fuckin’ sexy.”

  I sat up, causing him to move to the side of me. I think at first he thought I was changing my mind again, but I showed him my intentions when I started pulling my shirt over my head. He just sat there watching me remove my bra.

  Mack had always made me feel uneasy about being naked, but Ford, not knowing a thing about me, looked like he wanted to eat me up. It turned me on knowing that this man wanted me so much. He didn’t know that it was totally mutual.

  Okay, maybe he did.

  His deep voice cleared as his eyes were fixed on my chest. I ran my hands through my hair, giving him a real show. I loved the way he was watching me. “Are you going to just sit there, or are you going to take off your pants and show me what I want to see?”

  “You afraid I’m goin’ to disappoint you?” He laughed to himself, shook his head and dropped his pants.

  My jaw dropped when his hefty erection stood at attention for me. I giggled, feeling giddy with excitement. He was right. There was no way that thing could be a disappointment. I held up my hand and motioned with my finger for him to join me back on the bed.

  His pants were kicked off of his legs before he climbed back to where he’d been. He kissed my nose and pulled away. “Don’t hold back tonight, Sky. I want all of you. Let’s forget about who we are and get so fuckin’ lost in each other.”

  I dug my hands into his hair, pulling him into a deep kiss. His tongue was warmer than mine and as it stroked me new tingles ran all the way to my toes. Then that fire ignited again between my legs. My body began to react to the way his hands explored my skin, our tongues became in sync as they moved around with our deep kissing.

  I opened my eyes and saw that his were closed. He was absorbing the fact that this was really happening. I closed my eyes again, when he started to reopen his.

  His hand attained what it was searching for when I felt it sliding between my legs once more. It was warm as it brushed over the lips of my pussy, before spreading me open and letting his fingers feel just how eager I was to be with him.

  He moaned and pulled away, smiling at me. “You’re so wet!”

  It wasn’t like I was going to try and deny it. “You’re so hard.” I grabbed his cock and moved my hand up and down slowly.

  He leaned in a licked my bottom lip. “Suck it!”

  I cocked an eyebrow, but watched him closing his eyes in reaction to just me holding it. Imagining what he’d do when I had my lips around his shaft made me want to do it, more than I’d ever wanted to before.

  Unlike some women, I got off on pleasuring my man. It was unfortunate that I couldn’t be good enough to satisfy my ex. Knowing that I was thinking about him pissed me off and gave me the courage to lean down and take Ford into my mouth. He groaned and adjusted the way we were sitting on the bed. I felt him rubbing my head with his hand, and even pulling at my hair briefly. His dick was so smooth and my lips fit tight around it. I pulled away, needing extra lubricant to be able to move at a rapid pace. He looked right into my eyes while I smiled and spit right on to his tip. I lapped it up with my tongue, but only to spread it around the full length of his shaft. As my mouth watered just imagining what I was about to do, I moistened my hand and wrapped it back around his cock at the base.

  My mouth filled with his erection to the brink of gagging myself. I didn’t want to go slow. I didn’t have to be shy around Ford; I wanted to give him my all. This guy was too gorgeous to go the quick and easy way. I wanted him to remember every second that we were together. He wanted to fuck me and I wanted him doing it.

  The faster my head bobbed up and down that shaft, unrecognizable words were escaping his mouth. It made me feel hotter, especially when I felt a finger sliding inside of my slippery entrance.

  We were laying on the bed side by side. My head was at his cock, giving him the kind of blowjob that a pornstar would be proud of. Ford’s head was near my knees while he watched himself fingering me.

  My lips glided up and down, spreading more and more saliva as they moved. I made sure that while my one hand was jerking on him, my thumb was applying pressure to the main vein. I could feel it reacting to the way my thumb was pleasing him. When I knew he was on the brink, I backed off, sliding my hand over his balls and letting my index finger traipse over his taint. I rubbed it back and forth, listening to him beg me for more. I licked from the base, then all the way to the tip of his shaft. He’d adjusted himself to be flat on the bed, while my body was still to the side, giving him a good view of my actions. I used my other hand to jerk his cock around my lips, while I held out my tongue. I licked my lips, wetting them again and running them over the tip. My fingernails drug over the smooth foreskin on his balls, while I teased him repeatedly with my tongue. I started to go down to the base, but instead, slid down and sucked his balls into my mouth. My hand grasped his cock and vigorously stroked it.

  “Holy Fuck!” He screamed out into the dimly lit room.

  I moaned with a mouth full of him, feeling his shaft beginning to jerk on its own. Hot cum began running down my hand as his load was released. Even as it came rushing out, I still continued stroking him, pleasing him until he was all but spent.

  He leaned over and kissed my inner thigh, then went back to lying still on the bed. Ford ran his hands through his hair and leaned up on his elbow to look down at me. “That was fuckin’ awesome! Damn woman!” He fell back down on the bed, like he was in disbelief.

  My hand slid up his thigh. “I’m glad you liked it.”

  I knew he needed to recuperate for a few minutes, so I excused myself to grab another shower. I had this peeve about being fresh and clean in all the right places. Since I was already naked, it was easy to walk right in the bathroom and step into the shower. I just didn’t think I’d have immediate company.

  I smiled when the gorgeous, tattooed man climbed in beside me, filling the tiny shower. He reached for my waist. “I ain’t done with you, yet.”

  I ran my hands up his wet chest, slowly, memorizing the way his nipples felt against the palms of my hands. “Oh, I know you aren’t. I was just letting you regain some strength.”

  Before I could react, he picked me up and pressed me against the cold porcelain shower wall. “My strength is fine. After what you just did to me, I’m bettin’ you could ride me all night long. How about I return the favor?”

  I leaned in and kissed him with wild intent. Of course I was going to ride him and let him take control. This was about forgetting. It was about moving on and feeling good about myself. He was the key and I wasn’t going to stop until I was completely rid of the pain and emptiness I’d been dealing with.

  Ford

  It was a good thing we left when we did. Ashley wasn’t happy about me bringing Sky out with me. When I rejected her she knew my intentions. I wasn’t just helping out a stranded girl, like my aunt had told her. I wanted to take her home and she could tell.

  Before we left she whispered in my ear that I was making a mistake.

  As hot as it would have been to see two sexy women fighting over me, I knew my chances of sleeping with Sky would dwindle to nothing. That wasn’t a risk I was willing to take.

  The ride home was hard, because I was trying to stay focused on driving when all I really wanted to do was pull over and take her before she could change her mind. I probably should have, because when we got home she did exactly that.

  I thought about
pushing her, making her hot and bothered so I didn’t have to leave, but I didn’t want some strange girl crying rape on me. Walking across the field to my dad’s house was the right move.

  When I walked out of my apartment, I made it halfway across the field before turning around. She was in my apartment, all alone, denying herself pleasure. I could have kept walking, but when I opened that door and saw her face, I knew she wanted exactly the same thing I did. I watched her tongue brush across her upper teeth as she adjusted the way she was sitting.

  Within minutes, she was doing everything to keep me in the bed with her. Far be it from me to argue with a sexy female that wants her lips around my cock. When she started pleasing me, I had to focus on something else to keep from prematurely ejaculating. Her mouth was small, making it tight as her head maneuvered up and down my shaft. I liked that she gave it her all and struggled to take in as much as she could.

  The only disappointment was that she got up and walked that naked body into the bathroom, closing the door behind her. I was far from being done. Unlike others, I wanted to please her, instead of just myself. She needed to know that I wanted to taste every inch of her supple body. I couldn’t stop picturing her sweet pussy being sucked into my mouth, so I followed her.

  The hot water ran down her body as I entered the shower behind her. I’d been denying myself pleasure for too long, but since I’d taken care of that problem earlier, I knew I was going to be able to keep going.

  I could tell that she was turned on when she saw me standing behind her. I ran my hands over her shoulders and leaned in to kiss her again. I couldn’t get enough of those lips and how she mimicked the rhythm of my tongue.

  This girl didn’t know how bad I needed to fuck her. She couldn’t know how long I had held off from being sexual with someone. There was no way for her to know that I was planning to take out all of my frustrations on that sweet pussy of hers. First, it was her turn. I looked right into those beautiful eyes. “You may want to sit on the edge of the tub, cause when I’m done with you, your balance ain’t goin’ to be good.”